You almost killed me but i didn't die.

this october,
 i was hurt like hell for losing the one i love. i could not make him stay 'cause he had never fallen in love with me.
 i quitted my old habit made me happy once , and it was hurt, too.
 i explored beautiful places in saigon, especially a colorful alley somewhere in district 5
 i tried to take as more self portraits as i could, but my stupid face disappointed me sometimes.
 i forced myself to write diary more often
 i bought myself dresses,
 i went to the cinema alone and that old happy peaceful feeling came to me again
 almost 3 months left and i cannot sing along she will be loved by maroon 5 with that careless and happy feeling anymore, 'cause i will no longer be that eighteen girl, never again.

 i and my friend bought these beautiful vintage notebook.

we had great time at my favorite coffee shop.

my lomo camera and two film rolls from him.

 whenever i see them, my heart aches.

great time with Yu chan at the beautiful alley

*retouched images*

two photos from my girl's film camera