hello my favorite holiday of the year !

it's passing me by without any deeply special moments but i still appreciate everything in this christmas time, though. 

my foreign teacher, Tom asked me what I wanted for this Christmas and all I could think about is a film camera. 

I spent my days before Christmas with my old friends and now i'm rewarding myself one day off, all alone with my heavy thoughts and films.

It doesn't matter if I've been crying or smiling at Christmas for years to years, it is still my favorite holiday of all time. I love this atmosphere, I love Christmas lights, I love Christmas songs and movies and I can't stop myself from wishing that one day, as soon as possible, I'll have someone special share these magical moments with me. To be love is all I've wished for,  even though now those words is so strange to me and I can't tell you if I really believe it or not anymore. It's just a wish and maybe a wish doesn't come true to every single person in this world. It makes you feel hopeful for the future 'cause it is all you can cling to.

 

on film

at Tân Định church, 3 days before Christmas.

 

 

 

 

happy time with my old classmates,2 days before Christmas.

 gif version is here

Christmas Eve