goodbye, teenage nightmare.

1.i turned 20 on jan 9
it was so lovely to receive some gifts and meaningful wishes from people around me.
i felt a little bit upset when some people who i adore so much didn't even say a simple sentence, happy birthday to you, i had no idea why they clicked like on facebook so easily. including him. and i thought i should have burnt my love for him in that teenage nightmare. but that wild love still haunts me somehow.

2. i started to write again. i picked up the loveliest journal i've had, and write more in english as a way to practice and also, to keep it out of curious eyes.

3. after a few days of my birthday, i found myself so lost and i was so scared when things happen to my family.
i think if you're be loved by so many people and you live in a place which you can proudly call home, you're probably luckier than me, appreciate it, my dear.

4. my youth is running out and since the first day of being 20s, i told myself to be patient, to be brave, and to live life to the fullest.

here are some photos taken since my birthday.

 

on film

 Saigon through the a coffee shop's window

a poor little dog i met on the first day of being twenty

i rarely truly like any portrait taken of me but i do like the last three photos,

 i love it when people take photos of both my appearance and especially, my soul.